Birthday count down for my girls

Hallo
It's a beautiful day with dad home...yesterday was another sunshine day....I'm here by to tell you girls something good and important...It's a count down brithdays for me and my other girls.
4 may It will be my one and only synslie, tell you what she will be 19 years, we have come so far together, we got must alike battles in our life and most of everthing we love each other... she is my friend and that's why I'm here by to say I love this girl, even when she is stupid.

Synslie born on 04/05/92

2010, synslie's birthday...had same cothes 

The other girl is no anyother than my only yori yori Monique....She is so beautiful and so talkative but I love her like that, she is so funny and make me talk more everytime I talk to her....her birthday is on 10 may....may is just a very good month to be born in....

Yori yori: born 10 may.....

2010 des.....new's eve

And here comes our lisa, she is also a nice and beautiful friend, I enjoy talking to her because we share a lot and many more 

she is one of the bst thing that had happed to me...

That's the girl I'm talking about here she is

taken in 2011 Bergen

and there no any other than me who have the last birthday among the girls....ofcause you people know me better than the other girls. My birthday falls on 17 may

Oslo city....pic taken by Fredo, on my way to arys's party

Time to get out of sadness

The main reason I havn't been blogging in...there has been så many things thats has been happying to my life....tell you after school
now watching the wedding in england

Tur to Bergen

Hi
I haven't had time to blog these. why? because I have been busy with something, but something just came up this morning and I had to tell you guys that I have been out for a tur. I am in Bergen, Bergen is another town in Norway and not very Good looking like Oslo but it's okey......I have had good time here with friends and everything have been fine and good.

A DAY TO REMEMBER

Hi....
Hope each of you have had a great week. As for me it has been more than great, had a wonderfull time with my friends and now I'm somewhere for the first time and hope it's get well as well this side.

Yesterday, had a tur with my friends, we waked up at 11 and went out at 12, and from 12 we went round and round till 22.30....it was ver beautifull, the sun was shining and everything was very good.

WE HAD FUN THE ALL DAY

I'M NOLONGER SCARED OF BEEN ME

Hallo....
Everybody's always talking at me, everybody's trying to get into my head. I want to listen to my own heart talking, I have to count on myself instead. I don't want to let other people become my life, to choosen things for me. Have you ever lost your self just to get want you want? have you ever got on a ride and you just want to get off? Have you ever felt like you just pused away the ones you should have held close? Have you ever let go of something you love?


I'm not going to stop, I mean I will never stip, that's who I am, I'll give it all I got, that's my strenth and plan but something which scares me is will I find what I lost? but hey even when I know I got no where to start from but I know I can do it . I just have to bet on it, trust myself that I can do it.
I want to make everything right, even when I know that no one is right and perfect, that is the way it is, I want to ture my life around today. Today is the day to stand on my 2 legs and think of myself. 
Am I the type of a girl who means what I say? That's what I have to find out, I have to understand how life us going. I got some many questions I ask myself....


How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I have lost my heart is bleeding, I don't want to make the same mistakes I did again. I'm scared to wake up every morning and look myself in the mirror and find the same ok old person who made mistakes thats are not forgiven by others. I don't want to sleep with tears in my eyes and saying why did I do that? all I want is to do what my heart says I should, to forfull my dreams and reopen the closed doors in mylife. I want to enjoy my life the way it should be.
I have been doubting my dreams thats they might not come true, I always blamed the world and not myself, but now I'm trying to live the normal life again. I don't and I can't win this game if I don't play it my way.


Well I'm not going to stop to be who I am, that's where I'm standing, I want to make everything right, I want to gain what I lost, and keep on believing in myself just like I'm doing right now.


I have had time and I messed it up, and now I got no time to west, I*m going to brin it down, I will work on my new new and knew things. It's not good at all to see myself and not recognize myself, it scarys me evertime I think about it.
But now I have got the point, I'm not going to stop, not going to give up thats my plan I have to end up on top and not down. I want to make my own things and my life.

FRIENDS FOR EVER

SUMMER HAS STARTED BYE TO WINTER

HURRA IT SUMMER... no more winter things...we had more fun taking pic's....love you all guys