Just wanted to share this with you guys... sometimes I sitt down and smil, smile for nothing or for no reason. I smile because I think that what I plan of doing doesn't go like I plan.... many problems.... problems like love life kwa kwa kwa.... family problem chiki chiki and so on. I keep on wondering what has come in my life that I'm still waiting for.
Ofcause I'm a an African and very pround of that but there is just something that is missing in my life.... I sitt down and pray that God send a right man in my way... that God make me happy all the days of my life and that God see me in everything I do.
You know what... I was say no knows how it feels to be poor in you haven't been poor before. Yeah this me and African girl that has seen the world ups and down and yet still strong and holding on to her dreams.
I don't care what people says about me, I don't care what people thinks about me all I care about is me being who I am and what I want to be. I don't care how much you think about me for as long as I'm not ready to handle you then sorry you just have to go and leave my way. Cause this is who I am.
I walk without look back but I always think of my past, I have found hope of life because of my past, I have happeness in my life of my problems, I walk in the dark but God shines my light of life, people hates me because I'm a child of hope and light but yet their don't know who I am. They see me walking but don't know where my happness comes from. Yes though the steps that I took the steps leadth my way... I have found what God has for me. Yes I'm an african girl with no regests of my past but with hope of my future.
I believe that the sun shines upon people who have hope of tomorrow... live to dream about tomorrow and forget about yesterday. Make your day better than ever and the sun will shine on you. I love my beauti and I love greatness of hope that I have inside me. I'm so glad that I face what I face because everything that I face makes me stronger everytime. Yeah that's me a girl of her own problems without any help of solution from and just hoping for a better tomorrow. I'm not scared of anything or anyone because no one I have been in so much and that so much has made me to be strong that I can face anyone.
I live today but I'm faceing tomorrow. It's hard to be me because no one knows how I live but it's also smiple to copy from me and end up falling for the wrong pasth. I'm so glad that I could share a life of an african girl, a girl that has been in so much but living by hope for a better tomorrow. That girl is me yeah and I'm so pround to share to share my life with you guys. Hope you will enjoy reading my blog.... oxo Love you all
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