A DAY TO REMEMBER

Hi....
Hope each of you have had a great week. As for me it has been more than great, had a wonderfull time with my friends and now I'm somewhere for the first time and hope it's get well as well this side.

Yesterday, had a tur with my friends, we waked up at 11 and went out at 12, and from 12 we went round and round till 22.30....it was ver beautifull, the sun was shining and everything was very good.

WE HAD FUN THE ALL DAY

I'M NOLONGER SCARED OF BEEN ME

Hallo....
Everybody's always talking at me, everybody's trying to get into my head. I want to listen to my own heart talking, I have to count on myself instead. I don't want to let other people become my life, to choosen things for me. Have you ever lost your self just to get want you want? have you ever got on a ride and you just want to get off? Have you ever felt like you just pused away the ones you should have held close? Have you ever let go of something you love?


I'm not going to stop, I mean I will never stip, that's who I am, I'll give it all I got, that's my strenth and plan but something which scares me is will I find what I lost? but hey even when I know I got no where to start from but I know I can do it . I just have to bet on it, trust myself that I can do it.
I want to make everything right, even when I know that no one is right and perfect, that is the way it is, I want to ture my life around today. Today is the day to stand on my 2 legs and think of myself. 
Am I the type of a girl who means what I say? That's what I have to find out, I have to understand how life us going. I got some many questions I ask myself....


How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I have lost my heart is bleeding, I don't want to make the same mistakes I did again. I'm scared to wake up every morning and look myself in the mirror and find the same ok old person who made mistakes thats are not forgiven by others. I don't want to sleep with tears in my eyes and saying why did I do that? all I want is to do what my heart says I should, to forfull my dreams and reopen the closed doors in mylife. I want to enjoy my life the way it should be.
I have been doubting my dreams thats they might not come true, I always blamed the world and not myself, but now I'm trying to live the normal life again. I don't and I can't win this game if I don't play it my way.


Well I'm not going to stop to be who I am, that's where I'm standing, I want to make everything right, I want to gain what I lost, and keep on believing in myself just like I'm doing right now.


I have had time and I messed it up, and now I got no time to west, I*m going to brin it down, I will work on my new new and knew things. It's not good at all to see myself and not recognize myself, it scarys me evertime I think about it.
But now I have got the point, I'm not going to stop, not going to give up thats my plan I have to end up on top and not down. I want to make my own things and my life.

FRIENDS FOR EVER

SUMMER HAS STARTED BYE TO WINTER

HURRA IT SUMMER... no more winter things...we had more fun taking pic's....love you all guys

EVERYTHING MATTERS and THANK YOU

Hallo....<3<3
Hope and everyone has a wonderful week, well as for me it was somehow a stress week but I'm glad I made it over. I had so many tests even when I did blog, it wasn't that good blog.
But now I have taken time to blog and this time I want to share something new with you guys....

Do you take a tour, just to walk around, alone or with a friend or a family member? Well as for me every min of my life is important, every chance I have to do something is important...I got time for my family, time when we sit with my brother and sister, talk, laugh and chat togother. It makes me feel the real me on the other side.

My family is very important and I couldn't want anyone, I mean anyone to hurt any of my family. I love each and everyone and I'm just so happy to have them as my family...IT'S A BLESSED FAMILY TRUST ME.

The other important think apart from my family are my friends...I know so many people around this world of ours but there are just people I call true friends. People that stands for when I'm weak out there, when my family is not near there are alsway there for me.

I'm so glad I got them as my friends....Yeah we might do some crazy staffes...laugh like we will never get another chance to laugh, hug as if we will never see each other again...I don't care about what people talks about my friend, cause I enjoy every moment I'm with them.

These are the people I call friends...I'm thankfull to have them as my friends.....love you alll

I just wanted to say thank you to my family that has always been there for me, in both bad and good times.