GOD IS MY HELPER : February 2011

Monday, February 28, 2011

WHEN THINGS DON'T WORKOUT RIGHT

Hi...I'm back again
This time is about my other part of life.... WHEN THINGS DON'T WORKOUT RIGHT

We all have this part of our life, where by you just let go of everything you think, they are no used for your life...I sat down, and I thought to myself...What I have done wrong? Where did I go wrong and when did I? Right now things are not going so so good, I'm having a bad feeling something bad is about ot happed or said, but got no idea who, how, when and where?..

This me, when I sitt down and think about the next step in life...I feel like I'm given the last chance to make another step and I feel all my doors in life are closed.....it hurts me to feel this way but I can't change what is inside and the feeling I'm having right now.

I'm crying for help can anyone out there hear me out? Is my voice so low that no one can help me...oh) heaven is too far and down is to hard for me to run for help...don't know how the next step in life will be... .

Dear friend around the world do right things when you have a chance to do so, don't let anything or anyone come into your way.

I'm so loosing myself over here...Can anyone help me?

Don't think I can make it today

It was so, so good to have a holiday but to bad that it's now over!!!!!! waking up ealy in this morning today was a problem...trust me most of the people didn't want to wake up...some took with their tooth brush at school cause they didn't have time to brush their teeth....

Don't think bad about that...it's part of life......>I really want a a day or 2 off from school cause it's just so so boring to wake up at 6 when others are sleeping.

I don't think I will make it, till 16 hours at school...I miss my bed, I'm telling you if I was home I could have been in bed by this time...so boring....Life over here is boring.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Believing in my beauti

This is about believing who you are and who each and everything is becoming...Most us lost our self just in some small stupid thungs but hey it's not too late to get yourself back....Look at me I have got my self and I promise myself that I will be myself forever.

Pic taken by Irene

I will keep my beauti

I have choosen to keep my self like this, I don't want any one or anything come in between me...I have had friends that made understand myself and helped to find my way in so many things...and now I lost everyone and everthing. I won't say alot but I will always rememeber them in my all life.

This girl you see here...yeah thats me....I want to live the life which will make me someone in the future, no man, boy, woman or girl will distroy my life. I won't give anyone that chance of doing what ever they want to do with my life. Each one of us as a life but some their job is to rul in someones life and go.

I have grown so much and I know my mama is really proud of me....She is my hero and my everything, without are voice trust me people, I could have been in another life.

Take sometime and look at how far you have gone or come, remember some point when you felt down and gave up on everything, remember the day you got mad at someone/someone and you went you own way...remember when you thought everyone didn't care about you...just take someone and think of someone you love and by this time, that person is not with you...

One thing you always have to remember is that not everyone you started with will be with you till the end...(eg) people in the race are running and only 1 only 1 has to win, some stops on the way and someone keep on running but they won't get you...so the point here is that not everyone will finish with you, you have to trust in yourself that you can do greater things and like everyone else...I believe that oneday my voice will be heard from the world and things will be much better than everyone thinks today.